Hey,
I´m tanja

I´m a free spirited soul living in Mo´orea in French Polynesia.

I´m a deeply passionated Feminine Embodiment Mentor and I help women to create a pleasurable, soul aligned and empowered life through feminine embodied healing. 

I´ve been on my own healing journey for over 15 years and after practicing and studying many different healing arts like Tantra, Shamanism, Sound Healing, Hypnosis, Yoga, Mediation, Breathwork, Personal Development and Psychology, I turned my life upside down and finally followed my intuition to create the life I've always dreamed about. 

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I am now living on the island of my dreams, feeling deeply connected to my feminine essence, sharing my passion all around the world. 

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But this wasn´t always the case. 

​I´ve lived most of my life feeling lack in almost all areas of my life, especially love. 

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I hustled through my life, I was very independent. 

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I always looked very feminine on the outside, wearing beautiful dresses and makeup, but the truth was: I felt exhausted. I burned out twice, I ended up in an emotional abusive relationship and my lack of self worth and self love lead me to dry out, literally. My job was draining the last pieces of life force out of my body.

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I was longing to feel safe, to surrender, to trust. But it felt terrifying. Even the idea of letting go of control, of trusting the unknown without having evidence made me tense. 

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I was a big time people pleaser, I made sure everyone else was fine and didn´t even have access to my own emotions and needs. I was stuck in my head, overthinking, worrying, doubting myself all the time. 

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I had periods of heavy anxiety and depression. But I was hiding that side. I didnt feel safe to show it to the world. I thought if I did, my biggest wound of feeling unlovable and abandonment would come true.

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I was longing for stillness, for peace, for feeling juicy and sensual. But it didn't  feel safe to be fully in my body. There was too much pain and trauma.

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But underneath that pain, my soul was craving for softness. To finally let go. 

To trust, to give up control. To be still.

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And this led me on a deep healing and embodiment journey all around the world to come back home to myself and feminine essence underneath my trauma, conditioning and past experiences. 

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I feel home in my body now, I feel safe to be me, to show all parts of me. I am devoted to continiously embrace all of me. The shadow and the light, life in its duality. To speak my truth from a vulnerable space. To trust my intuition, to embody my sensuality with proud, no matter how it makes people feel. I shine my light unapologetically.

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And I am deeply devoted to be in service to women experiencing the same. 

To feel their power. To experience the truth behind the shame: that your sensuality is sacred. 

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I make pleasure, freedom and authenticity a priority in my life and I deeply desire for you to experience the same.

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